misused mistakes

Monday, August 13, 2007

so the long awaited and dreadful SIP is OVER!
i can finally lie in bed and wake up late.
miss doing that.
im so so glad its over.

anyway i think no one reads my blog.
maybe i should just delete it.

my ramblings at 4:42 PM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

under the weather.
sad
depressed
tired
restless
listless
crushed
neglected
unloved

all these leaves me wondering.
isnt it just a big huge question mark

something so trivial yet complicated.

my ramblings at 9:45 AM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

i went jogging yesterday with pam.
finally did something productive after a very very long time!
thankfully i didnt have any aches today.
theres only two reasons why im not aching.
1. i ran too little thus, didnt work out enough.
2. well im just fit. (:
HAHAHAHA yeah yeah who am i trying to kid?
what a joke.
and chrissypoo you better KEEP QUIET cuz i know i will get suaned by you.
so you better do what i say.
-evil stare-

SIGH.
im disappointed with myself.
i don't know why but i cant seem to push myself hard enough.
its always the people around me telling me i can do more.
and i realize i am someone who needs to be encouraged constantly, if not i will just remain stagnant.
and i need to be pushed too.
i wouldn't start the engine going unless people push me.
i know, its disappointing but thats my weakness.
i need to change, i know.
if not i wouldn't be able to keep up with life.
but it came to my realization too, that if i don't have friends around me to push or encourage me, i wouldn't be what i am today.
i would have been some lost soul in some lost town.
and also not forgetting having God in my life.
if i wasn't a believer, my life would be complicated.
and if one day all my friends decide to leave me, i know i can still rely on Him.
(:

on a lighter note, my internship is ending in TWO days!
TWO MORE DAYS yooooooooooooooooo!
my holidays are fast approaching!
i am already smelling it!
HOOOOORAAAYYYYYYY!
:D :D :D

my ramblings at 2:21 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007

totally dislike guys who are egoistic and guys who loves to suck up thinking he can get a higher grade.
seriously, its such a put off.
why try so hard when you are not even there?
even if you try and suck up, the grade is not a honest grade.
it is a SUCK UP grade!
just because you think you are someone big in god knows what comm,you push your authority around thinking you can get a higher grade.
come on, for god's sake, you're abusing your authority.
it doesn't work this way.
if you think that by doing that would get you a good grade,then i would disgustingly say that you don't deserve such good grades.
neither do you deserve to be in whatever comm you're in.
please, you're so not a biggie!
you seriously need do to some soul searching.

Word of the day:
obsequious- attempting to win favour from influential people by flattery.

enough said.
thats the word for you dude.
my apologies if you feel offended.
i just needed to rant it out.

my ramblings at 10:06 AM

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

so whats the menu for todays dinner pam?
(:

my ramblings at 11:57 AM

girls night out on friday was LOVELY!

simpsons was good.

if you wanna know more, read bestie's blog.

she blogged about almost everything. (:

and yeah im so glad im still keeping in touch with my girls.

i can never ask for more really.

absolutely treasure the friendship with every single one of you. (bestie drea rong and wenn)

this is what i call true friendship. (:

LOVE YOU GIRLS!

a friendship i will hold close to my heart.

looking forward to secret garden girls!
soon okay! (:

my ramblings at 12:40 AM