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Sunday, August 28, 2005

a blink of the eye and the weekend is almost over!
can't believe the fact that days are passing by so fast nowadays.

well, i spent my saturday with josh and the church guys.
had lunch at his place first then we headed down to beach road.
saw some pretty little stuffs over there.
yes its beach road, i know.
its a place where they sell many army stuffs.
but there are some shops over there which sells pretty cool stuffs.
like what they sell in town!
then there was this shop which is so super vintage!
really old school.
how interesting!

anyway, we went to town to meet marc at x square.
we watched some performance at wheelock and far east.
it was the busking festival at town so alot of bands were performing there.
josh's friend was singing and yeah, i kept laughing at his friend.
i've got no idea why i kept laughing though.
it was just plain funny.
probaly it was her dancing and grooving maybe?
im not saying she looked weird dancing and grooving to the music.
btw, she's the lead singer of the band.
but she looks cute doing it ?
like you just wanna giggle when she does it.
-laughs-

sheesh.. the stinky weather is so irritatingly HOT!
it is GROSSS !
aarrrgghhhh.

i wannna nap !
bye folks..
madwoman is outta here !

my ramblings at 5:35 PM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

sighs
both of us are just so caught up with things especially with school work that we hardly spent time tgt.
it is just so hard to maintain it.
we dont communicate much these days too.
no msg or calls from him either.
i mean not totally but seldom.
even if he calls, its only like 'oh you sound tired, you better go and slp kinda thing'.
or even if he smses, its like 'baby i just ended school and im going home now'.
well i do appreciate all that from him, really.
but im just upset cuz i cant get to talk to him and see him.
and even when we meet, he will be tired.
okay maybe not just him but myself too.
so its like silence together when we meet nowadays.
isnt it just so weird ?
like we will just meet and sit down and stone tgt ?
yes, im happy that i get to see him but i want him to talk to me.
i want him to to hug me and show that he cares for me..
i want him to make me smile instead of stoning there.
you know, all these kinda small little tiny stuffs.

it makes me wonder where have all those days went ?
i remembered how he was my first ever crush at the age of 13 or 14.
yes how pathetic right ?
but i never regret having him as my first crush though he isnt my first bf.
he is my second by the way.
and i can proudly declare that i really love him dearly.
he made me what i am today, really.
without him entering my life, i think i would be some nerdy freak who knows nuts about love or whatever.
so yeah, looking at our tight schedules, it makes me sad.
and there is nothing i can do but to cherish him or rather, this rship.
yes, it hurts me though people might think its something small or common in a rship.
but it is because i love him that is why i feel the hurt.
SIGH.

how i wish those days will come backkk...
can i have them back ? ........

my ramblings at 11:10 PM

Monday, August 22, 2005

alrightes.
projects for sem one all passed up.
feel kinda relieved.
BUT some part of me feels weird.
hmm maybe i didnt do well for my first assignment for prsp.
thats why.
and also, exams are coming in about one and a half weeks time.
arghhh stupid lahs..
i dont feel good now.
GOODBYE.

my ramblings at 4:39 PM

Sunday, August 14, 2005

it has been a rough week for me.
a couple of things happened.
but im pretty much alright now.

exams are like in less than a month's time.
and i havent started mugging yet.
i'm so gonna be in deep shit.
and i know nuts about what's going on.
there are still some projects due before exams.
i dont know how am i gonna cope.
i'm starting to get scared.
oh no...
need some HELP here.

i'm also starting to look for a job now.
cuz my vacation will be after my exams.
i need cash cuz i'm so darn broke now.
totally broke you know.
ZILCH !

get well soon my dearest grandma.. i love you.

my ramblings at 10:34 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

i'm a busy and stress girl !

okay, i have been very busy and stress lately due to school work.
all the projects and work are piling up.
but my projects are clearing so i am quite glad.
now i feel less stress.

i gotta start studying as soon as possible.
my term tests were horribly done !
so i gotta really bark up.
i'm totally weak in c maths and dcnk.
i know nuts about those two.
but i believe, practice makes perfect !
so yeah ..
nerd-wannabe in the making aight guys ?
HAHAHA.

though skl has been stressful and tiring for me, i really thank god for my MAD INC.
they are just a fun bunch of people to be with. trust me.
despite them being so lame at times, but they just make my day less stressful.
just by laughing, cracking the lamest jokes, teasing and laughing at each other, and so much more..
so calling out for MAD INC !

thanks so much for being there for me.
thanks especially for teaching me malay.
hahaha. one fine day, i will be able to speak in malay !

azean aka madmummy : thanks so much for being the closet girl friend in class. you are one great friend i will always treasure. thanks girl, for crapping and laughing with me. also, for helping me with my work. all in all, thank you for all the fun we had together (:

norman aka madwolf : haha firstly, sorry dude for always making u wait when meeting me to go school tgt. and yeah, thanks for being so kind and caring. thanks for helping me with my skl work esp nmm. thanks for EVERYTHING u have done basically (: ohoh and thanks for being a joker in class !

hairul aka madsoul : thanks for always teasing me and laughing at me ah. i guess thats your hobby right ? haha but anyhow, thanks for bringing so much laughter into this very stressful time. thanks too for teaching me thigns which i know nuts about (:

haha the way i am thanking them is as though i am not gonna see them anymore.
well, its time for me to thank them you see, for being such good friends in poly.
yeah just LOVE YOU guys !

much love,
ling aka madwoman

my ramblings at 12:09 AM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

every little thing that you do, baby i am amazed by you (:

my ramblings at 4:38 PM

i had a extremely weird dream last night.
i woke up with my eyes swollen.
sighs the dream seems so real.
but in a way, it seems like something that will never happen.
well, i dont know.
eecks, now i am feeling sad cuz of the dream.
how ridiculous.

my ramblings at 3:36 PM

Friday, August 05, 2005

my love will never grow cold for you.

my ramblings at 12:48 AM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

i'm a busy and stress girl !

okay, i have been very busy and stress lately due to school work.
all the projects and work are piling up.
but my projects are clearing so i am quite glad.
now i feel less stress.

i gotta start studying as soon as possible.
my term tests were horribly done !
so i gotta really bark up.
i'm totally weak in c maths and dcnk.
i know nuts about those two.
but i believe, practice makes perfect !
so yeah ..
nerd-wannabe in the making aight guys ?
HAHAHA.

though skl has been stressful and tiring for me,
i really thank god for my MAD INC.
they are just a fun bunch of people to be with.
trust me.
despite them being so lame at times, but they just make my day less stressful.
just by laughing, cracking the lamest jokes, teasing and laughing at each other, and so much more..
so calling out for MAD INC !
thanks so much for being there for me.
thanks especially for teaching me malay. hahaha.
one fine day, i will be able to speak in malay !

azean aka madmummy : thanks so much for being the closet girl friend in class. you are one great friend i will always treasure. thanks girl, for crapping and laughing with me. also, for helping me with my work. all in all, thank you for all the fun we had together (:

norman aka madwolf : haha firstly, sorry dude for always making u wait when meeting me to go school tgt. and yeah, thanks for being so kind and caring. thanks for helping me with my skl work esp nmm. thanks for EVERYTHING u have done basically (: ohoh and thanks for being a joker in class !

hairul aka madsoul : thanks for always teasing me and laughing at me ah. i guess thats your hobby right ? haha but anyhow, thanks for bringing so much laughter into this very stressful time. thanks too for teaching me thigns which i know nuts about (:

haha the way i am thanking them is as though i am not gonna see them anymore.
well, its time for me to thank them you see,
for being such good friends in poly.
yeah just LOVE YOU guys !

much love,
ling aka madwoman

my ramblings at 11:21 PM