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Monday, April 18, 2005

i'm having major mood swings.
and its not even the time of the month.
i seriously dread all these.
things are not gg the way it should be.
and yeah, i know things don't come by that easily.
but everything is gg wrong at the same time.
WHY ? its just not the right time.
sigh...

but anyhow,i wanna thank josh for standing by me whenever i'm at my lowest.
many thank you-s for you my love !
so thank you for,
1. helping me through my rough times
2. being supportive and lending me a listening ear.
3. lending me your shoulder to cry on.
4. encouraging me and making me feel loved.
5. cheering me up with your funny cute expressions and jokes.
6. sacrificing for me.
7. tolerating my nonsense.
last of all and above all, I LOVE YOU !

my ramblings at 11:07 PM

my throat feels itchy and it is irritating me.
anyway, i've been thinking alot lately.
many thoughts on my mind.
sigh. hard to express.
shall blog later.
totally mood-less.

my ramblings at 7:43 PM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

eecks ouch !
i'm aching all over.
went to the gym yest with soph.
i would say it was a fruitful one.
we ran on the treadmill and did many other stuffies.
saw many RI boys.
for a moment, we felt that we were in RI's gym.
cuz the whole gym were filled with RI boys.
i must say they are fit. (:

i wanna be fit !
all that would mean hardwork, like gg to the gym often.
i know i will.
self movtivation (((:

/ absolute love /

my ramblings at 12:22 AM

Sunday, April 10, 2005

i'm disappointed in myself cuz i overslept today !
and thus, i missed service.
rrraaahh, sigh ..

went for the church meeting and it was sssooo long !
i was only paying attention during the first half.
the rest of the time, i just let my mind wondered.
headed to somerset for lunch with leroy,pam,josh,marc,stu and glen.
the food was cheap and its quite nice.
but josh thought otherwise (:
walked to paradigm to play pool.
the guys played.
i left with josh after his first game.
and ohhh, i bumped into zhen !
looking oh so sweet nowadays eh ?
we're always having those accidental meets.
quite a niec feeling.
like a pleasant surprise (:

feeling hungry now.
alright, im off to search for some food.
cheerios (((:

deep in my heart ...

my ramblings at 10:59 PM

met my baby boy at bishan and had lunch at toa payoh.
suppose to go tanning but we were both too lazy.
hahaha.
lazy bums heh ?
but hey, there wasnt any sun so how to tan ?
hahaha. totally pointless.
so after all, we're not lazy bums right ?
yup, blah blah blah !

so we roam around toa payoh.
we were looking for photo shop cuz i wanted to print some photos.
but those shops there don't do digital prints.
and they have like so many hp shops there.
oh boy, its like everywhere !
tempted me to change phone.
we left that place to prevent temptation to tempt me.
smiles.

ohoh, we were sharing desserts after our meal and he ordered ice kachang and tau-suan.
we were fighting over the you tiaos !
he's such a meanie.
cuz he didnt let me have a piece of you tiao.
but i managed to steal some.
good fighting skills using spoons. (:
i had fun fighting over you tiaos.

headed down to his place to have cell.
cell session was alright.
okok,dead beat,tired and exhausted.
service's at 0830 tmr.

my ramblings at 12:03 AM

Thursday, April 07, 2005

lonely,i'm mr lonely
i have nobody for my ownnnnnn - i love this song.
the beginning of the song's so adorable !
i like ! (:

oh yay !
i got my roxy wallet.
wohooo, yayness !
okayyy, i'm acting like a retard i know.

i want to go shopping soon.
and i mean real soon !
but there's a problem - i'm broke .
its so sucky ?!
whenever i have the money, the clothes i see aint appealing at all.
BUT when i dont have, all the clothes are like so darn it pretty and argghhh.. just cant take my eyes off it.
i saw many pretty tops today.
which means, its gonna add to my shopping list.
and that means i'm gonna go even broken after that.
bleagh.

i'm gg gym tmr with soph.
so unbelievable please !
even josh laughed when i told him.
okokok, he's so fit and im not la.
but darling, i'm gonna prove you wrong.
i'm gonna be fit one day okayyy.
oh yes, ONE day !

okayyy, bedtime !
goodbye.
goodnight (:

my ramblings at 11:36 PM

Friday, April 01, 2005

there's a new function in friendster.
you can now blog in it.
oh well.
i doubt i'll use the blog in friendster.
the template's so plain and boring.
makes me don't wanna blog in it.
i think there's a way to make your own template.
but i don't know how.
so just leave it.
only posted one entry in it though.

nothing much happened.
i mean my rountine is always staying at home nowadays.
so there aint any exciting things to blog about.
i'm just bored.
i'm just wondering if anybody actually view my blog.
i doubt.
cuz i get very little tags nowadays?
last time i used to get plentiful !
now,its handful.
how pathetic, how depressing.
maybe they view but don't tag.
hahaha.i dont really bother anyways.

looking foward to later.
gotta go church for prayer and praise.
its a time to pray for people and at the same time praise our Lord,God almighty ! (:
and i get to see monkey boy later too.
i'm just hoping for time to pass fast now.

'only you have that magic technique'

my ramblings at 4:36 PM

i'm getting bored nowadays staying at home.
i needa get my ass off my couch.
and what's worse is there is nothing nice to watch on tv !
i'm always staying home nowadays cuz i wanna save money.
i'm like dead BROKE !
am still looking for a job.
YES, DESPERATELY !
speaking of which, i went for a job interview just now.
it went well. (:
that's one gd thing.
just hope they'll get back to me.

i was just thinking today abt stuffs.
like how i missed my secondary skl days.
man, i do really missed those funny and whacky days.
i remembered i always dreaded to go skl.
like i have to wake up at 5.30 cuz i live at bishan
and my skl's all the way in tiong bahru.
those were the days.
sigh. miss my friends.
miss the laughters.
miss my teachers.
miss my dearest juniors.
miss the nasi lemak.
miss running round the fields early in the morning and getting my shoes dirty.
miss my uniform.
miss all the scolding from teachers. esp from suppiah.
always catching me for not wearing my name tag and my belt.
but nevertheless, she's extremely nice.
miss gg to town after skl.
miss skipping remedial classes !
aaahhh ! the list just goes on !
i miss everything !

now i know how impt secondary skl life is
cuz it is most fun.
i regretted not cherishing those days.
if i could turn back time, that will be good.
yes yes, if i could.

hold me close, sway with me.

my ramblings at 1:49 AM