misused mistakes

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

stupid blogger!!!
typed so much and it wasnt shown in my blog.
so damn screwed.

im a lousy girlfriend.
Yes ! L-O-U-S-Y !
im the ultimate failure.
someone who's so damn PATHETIC.
just call me a BITCH.
that will do.

i'm feeling so pathetic.
so depressed and just feeling so down
that i can't find words to describe
oh god, please help me .
i'm dying of sadness .

a girl with a broken smile

my ramblings at 3:12 PM

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

had fever yesterday. sighh.
how sickening !!!
was feeling so damn horribe and terrible?!!?!?
you know the feverish kinda feeling?
aaahhhh! i just hate it .
oh well, like who likes it right?
oh.. bothers !!!!

well,stayed at home the whole day.
slept at 10 last night and woke up and 1 this morning.
sucha pig rights?
skipped breakfast cuz didnt felt like eating..
and besides,it was alr 1 plus..
so ate ham and egg sandwich my sis made for me..
it was just delicious. completely..
so i studied while eating.
did vectors and i almost died lah..
hahaha.
and abt 4plus,cooked mee goreng for my bro and myself..
nothing fantastic.
cuz its instant noddles.

sighh.. i haven meet my darling since sun alr.
and i miss him so much.
exmas are near so we're not meeting often.
i rather suffer now and enjoy later..
waiting for that very day to come.
looking forward to it.

oh well, think im outta here.
adios !
and darling.. i love you !

my ramblings at 11:31 PM

Friday, October 01, 2004

went to skl today,as usual.was quite dreadful to go tho.but i forced myself.after my class,went PS with dia.ate at BK.after eating,we slacked down there. guess what?! we were so bored till we played tic tac toe and hangman. hahahaha. it was hilarious. can you imagine? we were that BORED! b4 that, we were actually studying bt sorta lose our focus.she headed home after tt. i went to meet my darling,josh.

met him then walked around to hunt for my sister's present. had quite a hard time tho. but eventually,i bought her a pair of earrings and some perfume scent thing from body shop. it was just beautiful. i LOVE the perfume scent. gonna steal abit. hahaha. sucha bad sister. oh well, whatever. i went home after that.. what a boring day..

to my darling :
my love for you will nv deplete.your my cource of light whenever im feeling my lowest. thanx. i love you !

my ramblings at 10:20 PM