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Wednesday, November 26, 2003

another dae of bordem..reallie..its killing me!i do nothing but slp online slp online.its lyk a routine!!sigh..arghhh..i dun lyk it...hes away..will be back lyk sun..he called me jus now..was kinda glad tat he did..he said he bought me a lot of things..so i cant wait for him to come back..will go buy something for him when he comes back..this period i needa to be rich!hes birthdae is coming and he wants a branded bag~and i promised him i'll get it for him since he wasted so much money on me eveytime we go out.......

i downloaded a new thingy which can dl songs..its call imesh..kinda lousy lehs..kazza better..sigh..wad to do..nowadays so bored at home..donload all sorts of things i come across..ah..no mood to blog..off i go..bye...

my ramblings at 8:06 PM

Monday, November 24, 2003

hes away..im sad.oh yeah right.who wont be..but well i gotta be independent.everybody gotta learn to be independent.u cant possibly ask ppl to follow u here and there or wad..what if one dae tthe person cheat on u,its gonna be hard on u..well,personally,im not that independent.but i wanna learn to be..i dun wanna suffer in the end..

whatever..im jus so damn mood out.go skl also not interesting.collet testimonial and went home.thought i'll go out but in the end didnt..acutally,i was even suppose to go out..but oh well..due to some reasons..i choose not to go out..had a good time thinking abt some stuff but not feeling any better..noe why am i feeling lyk tt..but i dun wanna type.cuz i understand its not very nice..at least im understanding to ppl's feelings..sigh..boring....sad..oh..whatever...scram!

my ramblings at 9:54 PM

hes not here..hes in phillippines..sigh..todae is a very bad dae..dun wanna sae it here..sigh..feling so lonely..my prom dress not even ready..and im not even exicted for it..lyk feeling so dreaded to go..sigh..whatever...

my ramblings at 5:31 PM

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go

I'm standing here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

but the dawn is breaking, its early morn

the taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn

I'm ready, I'm so lonesome I could die.

So kiss me and smile for me.

Tell me that you'll wait for me.

Hold me like you'll never let me go.

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,

I dont know when I'll be back again.

Oh babe I hate to go.

There's so many times I've let you down,

so many times I've been around, but

I don't know, they don't mean a thing.

Every place I go I think of you,

every song I sing, I sing for you.

When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring.

So kiss me and smile for me.

Tell me that you'll wait for me.

Hold me like you'll never let me go.

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

don't know when I'll be back again.

Oh babe I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you,

one more time oh let me kiss you...

Now close your eyes and I'll be on my way.

Dream about the days to come

when I wont have to leave alone

about the times that I wont have to say...

oh kiss me and smile for me.

Tell me that you'll wait for me.

Hold me like you'll never let me go.

my ramblings at 2:05 PM

Friday, November 21, 2003

shall start blogging proper now...everybody(all taking o levels) screams!over over over!and yes!its over..gosh..jus ccant believe its over?!now can have all hte freedom i want..but ccome to think of it..lyk will be boring lahs..if u keep rotting at home,hanging out..sooner or later,oso will become mad pigs!...hahahah...shit mans..wad the shit am i talking abt?...ha..no idea..cuz u noe why?i tell u why...i;ve gone mad..

oh well,went town todae..go shopping actually with my lovely dovey darling josh...he forced me to look for my prom dress cuz he think tat im way behind time which is true..hes so excited for me.hahaha..but din see miuch of prom dresses..yah..tried a few..he said was nice but din like it..leg aching now..hes mad!u haven seen guys who likes to shop rite?esp witht their gfs and all...this little boy of mine...does everything jus to mk u buy wad u need...got a lil irritated but at the end of the day..think of it..its reallie sweet of him..den he bought me a shorts and i bought him some quiksilver sleeveless top for guys...a beach wear...yeah..thanx darling..for giving me so muich of ur energy..hahaha...

well...talking to many ppl now...and surprisely,all my friends aint oinline..those taking o levels..hmm..must be all lcubbing or wad...alright..no mood to type..or rather..im lazy..hehe..alrights...love u!and my friends!!!.... =) juniors too!

my ramblings at 11:07 PM

heys ppl!check this out...kinda interesting..quite true at some pts but not all..but anyhow,no harm reading... =)

JANUARY: Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Homely person. Loyal. Needs to improve social abilities. Easily jealous. Very Stubborn.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Showing anger easily. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Learns to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality Affectionate Shy and reserved.. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others.. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners.Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling. Friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivate oneself and the others. Sickness usually of the head and chest.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention.. Deep feelings Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirit.. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind . Hesitating. Tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional. Temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving... Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet.Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Shy.Fun to be with.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defenses. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and rusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Trustworthy, loyal and honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and travelling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Choosy especially in relationships. Loves wide things. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves him. Loves to takes things at the center. Attractive and suave. Inner and physical beauty.. Does not lie or pretend. Sympathetic. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel! the arts and literature. Soft-spoken, loving and caring. Romantic!!! Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair.. Spendthrift and easily influenced. Easily lose confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted-if there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships.. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets.. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

my ramblings at 10:35 PM

Friday, November 14, 2003

rain on me...rain on me!the song is on perfect 10..not too sure who sang tat.haha..kinda nice..oh well..im so laggy now abt songs on perfect 10..cuz i hardly listen to radio now..oh man!~laggy piece of freak i am!hahaha..

hmm..went to town to meet him..for lunch den acc him to see doctor cuz hes sick..arh..poor thing lahs..anyway..din exactly eat..ate at ps there..den oh..let be back track..went pacific plaza..den he brought me inside rip curl shop..den he pointed at this rip curl wallet..he asked me if it was nice..i told him..ill..so ugly..not nice!but guess wot?!he wanted to get that for me?as a surprise?!sighs...den after tat i felt lyk a piece of shit..cuz i think i hurt him..den obviously i apologise..tts not my kinda taste dear..sorry to reallie hurt u.. -grinz- but anyhow,he bought me this another rip curl err..not wallet...err...jus a holder?not holder...aiyah..whatever..i dunno wad issit..but its nice cuz i wanted it..so he bought it for me instead of tat..

josh..darling..hee..im sorry to say such words..din really mean it but i dun lyk the wallet lahs..sorry to spoil the surprise..oh..that means u still dunno me!oh no?!how cld u?!after 11 mths and u think my taste is so bad?hmmm..something is wrong..hahaha..nah..im jus crapping..aiyah..anyway..im sorry k?haha..

hey hey..think my entry is getting long..oh..tml gonna be a nerd..cuz im staying home to study!but nvm..studying is gd for me!hahaha..can save money and all..good goodie!oh..todae while waiting for him at bishan..woah!somebody gave me a shock..this very crazy woman was crying and limping all the way from this building to the interchange..she looks so scary and she was lyk gonna approach me..in me,i was lyk "oh no!someone save me!..i wanted to run away but i tot i'll look lyk some crazy woman..haha..so i jus stood there acting as if nothing was wrong..but thank god!tat she sat at another side..den she was still crying..dunno wads wrong with her..i think shes mentally unstable cuz shes crying and scolding many vulgarities manz..ppl was kind enough to ask her wads wrong noe..but instead,she scolded them..oh man..pity her and those ppl who approached her..poor thing really despite me being scared of her..think im the crazy one..hahah...arh..whatever..dunno wad im talking lahs..haha..alrights..tts it abt todae..

my ramblings at 7:36 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

heys!here again.oh man..u guys wont beleive this!i did art for the whole day..now my hands r aching lyk man..had much inspiration jus now..now inspiration zero..i drew it all out alr..hahaha!ah..i nevver ever wanna be a designer alr!and i never will be cuz i've got no patience..i jus realise it todae while drawing..so now ive got no amibition..used to be a designer..now,well.not my type alr..hahahha...it'll be the last time i'll be drawing anyways... =)

hmm..most of my friends exp my skl friends,yeah..finsished their exams alr..woah!i envy em..how i wish i can enjoy now..but nvm,i shall perservere!left with 1 and a half weeks..i can do it!den after..i can enjoy..can go out find my prom clothes...cant wait..
den i noe many ppl inviting me to chalets but dunno if im going..but im definately going for my church one..and his birthdae party at this chalet..talking abt his brithday,dun even noe wad to get him.maybe i'll bring him out tat dae and ask him wad he wan..den i'll get him..hahaha..lyk not surprising at all but he's those type of boy whereby when he want things..he'll get it right away..so as a gf..err..i cant do much..besides,im not so rich lyk HIM!hahaha...lalalala!excuse me for being so crazy..cuz im jus glad tat i finished my art alr..oh well..think i better stop here or else i crap even further...lalala...

my ramblings at 11:32 PM

Monday, November 10, 2003

im so restles..tired...dun wanna study...something is bothering me..but jus dunno wad issit..arghh...

my ramblings at 4:53 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2003

hmm..been ages since i ever blogged.decided to blog todae since im online.yup..todae was fine.quarrelled w him..sigh..so sad.feel so useless..lyk i dun even meet up to his standard.lyk come on..he can get other better girls man..why choose me?so lousy..aiyah..i feeling so troubled and confused.i really love him a lot but things dun seem to be going our way..den after o's i cant even spend time w him cuz hes going philippines.and when hes back..hes gonna attend courses w his friends..he's neglecting me but he dunno it...well,told him and he said im scolding him..dunno lah..dun even noe wad am i feeling..nowadays,hes lyk so weird..he said things to me jus now which really hurt me so much..i dun think i wanna say wads it abt..sigh.... big big sigh...very sad..i will be put to blame if he dun do well for o levels... =(

What It's Like To Be Me

by Britney Spears

Album : Britney

Submitted by : Rox

Corrected by : Kasey

Rated : 8.2 (77 votes)

[Justin:]

Do you know what it's like?

C'mon, C'mon

[Britney:]

Baby Tell me do I look like the kind of girl that you wanna take home

Wanna make me your own

Do you even know what I like

Just what I'm living for,

What I adore

Baby, take the time to realize I'm

not the kind to sacrifice

The way I am

So if you wanna be my man (baby)

[Britney & Justin:]

Walk a mile in my shoes

Do me right or I'm through

Can't you see that

If you wanna stay around (I'm telling you)

You've got to figure me out boy

Take the time or you loose

This is my game, my rules

And I can see, obviously,

Baby You don't know

What It's like to be me

[Justin:]

Do you know what its like?

Do you know what its like?

[Britney:]

Don't you get it twisted boy

I want you too

But you got my heart to win

Before I let you in

If this deceives you baby

I'm not the average lady

I need someone to love

Baby, take the time to realize I'm

not the kind to sacrifice

The way I am

So if you wanna be my man (baby)

my ramblings at 7:55 PM